Hello blogworld

My blog is bugging the crap outta me so I can only imagine how anyone else that clicks here might feel.

I am sick of oatmeal in more ways than one so i thought I better update so I don't have to look at that last post. I write blogs in my head all the time, but rarely are they "postable" for a variety of reasons. One reason being, that not everyone is familiar with my dark side and my true thoughts might make you shy away when you see me coming or on the flip side they are so dang boring they aren't worth the energy to type up! My life is pretty routine get up, teach, take care of house and family, sleep, repeat.

So I decided I better get back into my "therapy." Many of you are thinking, "yes FINALLY she realizes she needs help, we have been praying for this, it will be so good for her. NO that is not what I mean. Honestly people, my dad has a Phd in psychology do you think I am gonna pay someone else when I can just call him, actually it's my mom I should call, she can right my head pretty fast, my dad is too sweet! Anyway, what I mean by therapy is running! I haven't run in what feels like forever and I kinda miss it. I went today and walked/jogged. I stunk, didn't even do my regular 3 miles. (quit smirking Wally, it just motivates me more! stop it) but it was so good to get out there and listen to my ipod and run, walk and think. I hadn't realized how much I had stuffed in my head, that for some reason I allow to surface when i run (well today walk) It felt good and motivated me to want to continue. Our school has started a little after school work out program that I was trying some, but I think I have learned I am loner. (newsflash huh)

So my baby girl turned 9 this past Monday. Can you believe it! I can't. I measured her and it looks like she grew almost 3 inches this year. WOW! She had a roller skating party last Saturday. She had a blast. She is the BEST gift opener in the world. Every present she opens she has this huge reaction to, it's so cute. I think I could have handed her a rock and she would have squealed and screamed with delight. My favorite gift she got was a t-shirt that said, "Hits like a girl, throws like a girl, runs like a girl, kicks BUTT like a girl." It's for her upcoming softball season. I want one in my size.





We are coming to the end of basketball season. Jessica has had a blast and it's amazing how much she has improved from start to finish. She loves to set a pick!

I really don't know where I am going with this post, it's more an update and most importantly to get that oatmeal off my screen. I see it enough every morning.

Guess what's just around the corner...

Baseball season!!

mmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More food blogging,

Update from yesterday's post for all you that were worried about my sugar binge. Confession was good for the stomach and I quit eating and tried to redeem the day by cleaning the upstairs, finishing laundry and kicking some computer animated butt on Wii tennis! Finished with a healthy bowl of Go Lean cereal mixed with Uncle Sam and blueberries!

Anyway, so in my quest to lower my cholesterol I have been eating lots of oatmeal. Today I had to go to work for an in service type day so I had time to stop at Starbucks. The scones, brownies (yes I have had brownies for breakfast before!), and muffins all looked good, but after my bad day yesterday I opted to try their new oatmeal. WOW was it good! I had it with some dried fruit. It was the BEST oatmeal I have ever eaten in my life! I wish I could have it everyday!! However at $3.49 a pop, it's just gonna be on special occasions or with gift cards! It was so good that I was still thinking about it later in the day!! I also may have been just a little swayed by the really cute carton it comes in! Dang it, I should have kept my cute carton and just put my mediocre oatmeal in it each morning and maybe it would taste special! The carton is in the trashcan, should I pull a "Costanza" and take it out of the trashcan! (That's for die hard Seinfeld fans)

I feel like Oprah

You know how Oprah has fessed up to regaining her weight and not eating right and now she is trying to "live her best life now" and make you do it too! Well I feel a little like her today without all that money though! If you saw a few posts back you know that my cholesteral is a little high and I searched walmart high and low for healthy stuff to start the year! I was doing so good for the last few weeks, eating right, excercising consistently, feeling GREAT. Today I fell off the wagon!! I had a decent lunch of this leftover pasta dish that Chris made Friday night, yummy!!! I had two pieces of WHITE bread with it! Gasp!!Then I made the mistake of taking the foil off the pan of brownies he made too, all eating has broken loose since then! I have been back to the brownie pan twice and then I took a nap (think i did a number on my blood sugar!) then I wanted something salty so I popped some popcorn, ate that, then I needed something sweet to balance that so I went to the little candy bowl I have out on this table. It has some skittles and sweet tarts in it at the moment! I found a deadly concoction: 1 skittle and 1 sweet tart at the same time! It's a taste sensation! I can't seem to stop! So the day is shot! Need to just go to bed early and re-group tomorrow! Or maybe I just need to duct tape my mouth! I would still find a way to squeeze a skittle and sweet tart in through!

I gross myself out sometimes!! I think I will have an apple for dinner and call it a day!

Please, Please, Please stop talking

You may think by that title that I am about to blog about my students, nope! Though they are getting a bit chatty this week! No this has to do with another part of my small world.

So on Wednesdays I get up super duper early (4:40 to be exact) and drag my weary self to the gym. Chris is kind enough to get kids up, dressed, fed (btw, he made blueberry pancakes this Wednesday, is he trying to make my life harder? because what did Jess ask for this morning on my watch, yep blueberry pancakes, not gonna happen) and out the door for school. I work out and get ready at the gym. Now for those that don't know me, I am not exactly what you would call a "morning person" but I am also not really a "night owl" either, I have decided I am a 10 to 2 person, that's when I am at my best.

When I was in high school my dad would drive me to school and he is a morning person. He would talk and ask me questions that I would grunt to in reply or roll my eyes silently(sorry dad, you deserved better) til finally I think I just said, "can we just not talk?" How rude of me.

Ok back to the gym, so part of the reason I like to go to the gym in the morning is that it is pretty peaceful and quiet, no one talks to me and I can work out while still half asleep and then get dressed and head to work. Well, there has been a major disruption to my peace. There are two chicas that just started coming to the gym on Wednesdays and are back in the locker room getting ready at the same time I am and people they will NOT STOP TALKING!! It was annoying last week, and they were back again yesterday. Ugh! I was finished with my shower when I heard them come in yakkity yakking. I could tell that they were headed to the showers so I started to plan out a little strategy, I thought, ok I will put on my make up while they are showering and then I can blow dry my hair when they are out so then I won't hear them talking. They were talking while they were in the showers, I could hear them all the way out by the lockers, ridiculous. Of course it continued without ceasing, I don't think they even take a breathe! The blow dryer just made them louder. I felt like I was in a sorority house. What makes this worse is that I can tell from their conversations that these two girls are, you guessed it teachers! Just what I want to listen to in my small time away from work!!!

My only hope is that it's January and they will forget their new year resolution to "work out" by February!

AHHHHHH Saturdays!!

I love Saturdays! I repeat I love Saturdays!! I love to sleep late, drink a cup of coffee slowly, read the paper (online), stay in my jammies, and get dressed in time to get the kids to the game of whatever sport they are playing. Jessica has a basketball game today. I try not to give in to the pressures of all the stuff I SHOULD be doing, like grading papers, writing lesson plans, catching up on the house work. That can wait til some other hectic day, right!!

Aw Man!!!!

Before Christmas I went to the doctor for my annual exam. You girls know how fun that is!! Anyway, as part of it they drew some blood to check my cholesterol. I called yesterday to get the results and dang it, my cholesterol is high!! How can that be?? I am not THAT old, I am not overweight, I don't eat fast food much, I like to run and try to make it to the gym some. I don't exactly have a sedentary desk job. What's the deal!!!

Hmmm could it be that I don't excercise with enough "regularity" or could it be that the food I do consume, though not "fast food" is still not exactly what we would call healthy. My diet would gross out even the modestly health conscious person. I could live on toast and cereal, maybe it's the butter I put on my toast! I know what it is: eggs, I love eggs for breakfast!

So yesterday I had to go to the grocery store to restock the pantry and fridge. Well if it wasn't the healthiest grocery trip to Walmart I have ever had!! Now that is no easy task, the people at Walmart looked at me really funny when I was stopped in the aisle actually reading a label!!! Gasp!

health+walmart=not exactly

But I managed to find some stuff to at least try to start eating healthier. I did all right yesterday til we went out for pizza for dinner! My pizza eating ability is known from here to Atlanta (I can hear the hearty laugh of our friend Gary in Atlanta right now if he were to read this!)

Ok so I am gonna try, I already had some sort of cereal called "Uncle Sam" for breakfast. It's supposedly full of fiber, flaxseed, oats etc. I think they just scrape the side of a tree into the box. The banana helped it down some. I kept thinking "how long til this tastes good to me?" I missed my Lucky Charms!

Well, you know I don't like to lose so I am thinking of it as a competition, how many points can I drop!!

Happy New Year! Happy New eating for me! I guess I gotta find a race to run in the spring, something to make me get up in the mornings and run!!

Merry Christmas!

I hope you are all enjoying a restful holiday season! I know I am! I finished work on Friday saying goodbye to 22 sweet children, praying they would have a safe and blessed Christmas. I look forward to seeing them in the new year! Now I am having a great time just being with my 2 favorite kids in the world, sleeping in, hanging out and playing. It's funny how quickly I can fall right back into lazy summer type habits! It's a gift.

We celebrated Christmas with my side of the family on Sunday night. It was a crazy blast. Lots of food and gifts wrapped in a blanket of noise and laughter, tied together with a ribbon of love. I had a "moment" as my children were giving their hugs goodbye to their grandparents and great grandmother. I was just standing at the door holding back silly tears, thinking how incredibly blessed my children are to have these people in their lives. They don't understand it now, but I hope one day they do.

I think they will.

Now my sweet man is off for a few days and we have some more celebrating to do, enjoying the season together, reflecting on the most incredible truth I have ever heard.

And the angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger."

Merry Christmas